Meme stolen from Chen. Not linking her because she didn’t give permission to do so. Well, I didn’t really ask, but anyway…
1. What is more difficult for you: looking into someone’s eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someone’s eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
It is more difficult for me to look into someone’s eyes when they are telling me how they feel. I am assuming we are referring to a romantic relationship scenario. When it comes to friends, neither poses a problem for me. I may not do it, but that does not mean it poses difficulty for me. Because I could be driving, or something. Need to concentrate on the road 
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. Why were you angry?
This morning when someone else bought the remaining sambal ikan bilis from my favourite nasi lemak stall. The second last time must have been when I was on the road.
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You get enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call?
My sister. Because she is the glue of the family, she will know how to handle my unfortunate death with my family, and I also want her to tell Ryan how much I love him.
4. You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live.
(1) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?
Why not? I’ll even blog about it. In fact I’ve informed my mother and sister on how I want my funeral to be, and my mother suggested that my corpse be burnt like how they do Kenny Rogers chicken.
(2) What do you do with your remaining days?
Write letters to everyone. Blog everyday. Sort out whatever I have to sort out. Spend time with loved ones. Visit my favourite Buddhist monk, Bhante Sumana. I don’t know. Depends on how sick I am. Most probably will have to rely on some mutli-colour wires and tubes to keep me alive for the remaining month.
(3) Would you be afraid?
Definitely. All the time until a moment when I finally manage to make peace with myself.
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love. Which do you choose?
Trust. Only with trust, you can have love. I don’t believe in love before trust. It’s dumb.
6. You are unfaithful to your boyfriend/girlfriend. Do you tell him/her?
Of course not. I’d be a slut, but not stupid.
7. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it?
Yes. But then, maybe not. I don’t know. Would it have helped her? The last person I know who passed away was a tricky situation. I would have wanted her to reconsider her decision, but I don’t know if that was really her choice, and she wouldn’t have wanted another hour. So yeah, I don’t know.
8. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
No. I suck.
9. Does love = sex?
Theoretically, no.
10. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you feel?
This morning, during a short meeting with my boss, when I told him that I honestly felt that we should push the dates back for something.
11. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
Telling someone that I don’t love them back, because it is increasingly easier for me to tell people I love that I love them.
12. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
Food and more food. Because it’s awesome.
13. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have “no regrets” what would you change?
I know the exact thing I would change, but I’m not telling 
14. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
Kuan Kong? LOL! Oh wait, someONE. So it’s a person. Hmm… No one. If something bad should happen, then it should only happen to me only.
15. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
If I knew how to do it properly, yes.
16. Are you old fashioned?
Depends on situation. I told my grandmother that I don’t think it was a big deal to be with someone much older than you are. Or was it not getting married at all? Can’t remember. Anyway she got worried out of her wits, and told my mother. Lol. I think kids should be better behaved and have respect for those older than them. Not reverence out of tradition ( I don’t believe in the ‘having eaten more salt than rice’ stuff ) but basic courtesy and respect, which is severely lacking today. So a mix of both, I think.
17. You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?
I don’t know. If my grandmother asked me to let her go, I would. If she asked me to save her, I would too. I love my grandmother.
18. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a heart break or have never loved before?
I’ve been through true love with guaranteed heart break ( I think ), and I will do it again.
19. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
I wish I have unlimited wishes that would come true.
20.Excluding family love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Kim. Just so I can answer this question.
